A MOTHER'S REFLECTIONS ON RETINAL DYSTROPHY

My feelings thus far

This past few weeks has been an overwhelming whirlwind of doctor appointments, school testing, special education arrangements etc. I have had little opportunity to reflect on where I am emotionally. As a mother, I am broken hearted over the challenges that my son will now face in his life, and bitterly disappointed over all his lost dreams. He wanted to play major league baseball one day, and to drive a classic muscle car. Those two dreams are forever shattered, unless there is a miracle. As we rode back from his low vision clinic consultation, he quietly remarked that "Anu won't want to marry a blind dude". For an 11 year old to know who he wants to marry and to also be capable of contemplating the potential impact of his disease on that desire is astounding.  read more